You know, little lady, we’ve been through a lot. A lot more than most people go through their entire lives trying to deal with.

And we’ve survived it.

There’s nothing too big we can’t handle at each other’s side, love. There will be times where you feel like it’s all going wrong, but it’s not. I honestly don’t even know where I’m going with this, so please excuse how erratic and random this seems.. I’m just writing from the heart. I truly, truly love you and who you are. You think that doors are closing but it’s the exact opposite — they’re opening up for you. You just have to understand that they’re there. You have to open your eyes to the way the world really is around you, instead of keeping them closed and believing in your perception of it. I know I can be really harsh at times; I really do understand how hard it must be to sit there and try to suppress your feelings when I’m barking orders at you. A lot of times, you can’t. I’m just glad that you try.

You are wonderful. You are beautiful. I just.. get frustrated, because I don’t know how to make you realize that. I want to bring out the best in you because you’re capable of SO much more. It just takes a simple tweak in your mindset. Fuck it, I don’t know shit. I just want to make you happy, goddammit. And sometimes, I’ve got to make you upset to make you ultimately happy. You won’t understand now.. But one day, you will.

Just be with me, through thick and thin; I will definitely be there for you. Just promise me you won’t give up. Ever. That’s not who you are. I love you. Call me when you want to (and I hope that’s soon). 

“Hey, I respect your space and I understand that you need to blow off some steam but I don’t feel comfortable with you walking through New York City streets at 1 in the morning when upset/angry.”

“Oh, yeah, that’s cool. I got this. Don’t worry.”

“I understand that but I just don’t feel comfortable with it. What if you get hurt or something happens?”

“Nah, I’ll be good. Who gives a shit about your feelings?! I’m gonna do what I want because I’m upset!”

”..k.”


^ how that conversation essentially went. all fucking star track record. 

I need someone to suddenly come and tell me all of the right answers. I’m sick of living in the past and obsessing over terrible things that have happened. Everyone tells you to just focus on the now and it’s honestly not that easy. Isn’t there a way to do this easily?

weareallstarstuff:

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lost count how many times I’ve had to say goodbye these past few weeks. It’s like, everytime you’re around, you’re never around.

I’d kill you, if you gave me the chance.

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